My Dearest,
Mother and Father whatever I may say or have said or will say in the future,
in appreciation of all that you have done for me will be indeed grossly
inadequate.....
You are my everything
You are my consolation in sorrow
Our hope is misery and our strenght in weakness
You are the source of love, mercy, sympathy and forgiveness
You are the pure soul who blesses and guards us constantly
Everything in nature bespeaks of our beloved parents
The sun is the mother of earth and give it its nourishment of heat...
It never leaves the universe at night until it has put the earth to sleep to...
The song of the sea, the hymn of the birds and the brooks
and the earth is the mother of the trees and flowers....
Its produces them, nurses them and weans them....
The trees and flowers become kind mother of the great fruits and seeds
and the mother and the father is the eternal spirit, full of beauty and love....
My dear mother and father please accept this,
My humble offering of my deep appreciation for everything that you have done for me....
I love you...really love you...I will prove that me your son, will success here and gain the brighter future....

Lack of Time

The holidays are over before I really enjoy them.
Isn't it true? We just leave off for our holidays and then a minute later we are packing to get back here to study. It's a little too short.

Everyone is just coming back from Raya holidays.
I just reach here yesterday night with the lowest mood as I don't feel like coming back here yet I have to. I'd planned to do some research on PBL and revisions during the one week holidays. I feel guilty when I come back to UKM last night. After cleaning my room which is extremly dirty and dusty, I started off with those assignments.

Anyway, through these assignments, I can know others better.
Teamworks and commitments from each of the members are very important in order to come out with an excellent assignment.
Effort of every group members contribute to a good assignment.
The best example that I had experience is my IT presentation.
We only have our very first discussion 3 days before the presentation. On the day of presentation, we don't realise that some of our works were not correct until the lecturers pointed it out.

That's all.

~:. SelaMat HarI RaYa AidiLfItrI To All :.~

Assalamualaikum WBT.
Hi Guys!!
SeLaMaT HaRi RayA and hope you guys enjoy your holidays!!

I was arrived at UKM from Melaka about 5 or 6 p.m and now I'm so bored because my roommate is still not here and i got nothing to do right now. That was what I thought before i remembered that i have forgotten about this blog (and all my PBL work and assignments )and I still not post my 2nd post yet until today. Hehe. Sorry Madam but i've just post it.

Lets talk about Aidilfitri. This year my family and I celebrate Aidilfitri only in Melaka. There is no "balik kampung" for us this year. Actually my father had a small accident just before Hari Raya. On the last night of the tarawikh prayer, he had an accident just 50 metre infront of our house when he was on the way to go to the mosque. The motorcycles brake was stuck when he hit the brake and thats make him fall from the bike and injured him on his face, shoulder and leg. The Baju Melayu he was wearing was torn. Blood flow from the wound but it was not very serious. I was the one who take him to the nearest clinic. He's okay now but the wound still not fully recovered. thats why my mother dont want to "balik kampung" this year. I think she is afraid that the incident might happen again.

Eventhough my family and i didn't make it to "kampung" this year but Aidilfitri was still merrier like years before. My dad with his "lemang" and my mum with her very tasty and wonderful "rendang". Even by thinking of all that yummy foods now makes me feel hungry. And not forgeting my two younger brothers with their firecrackers and fireworks that always make my mother cant stop nagging. Even I cannot hold myself to play with those firecrackers. Those things are very important. Aidilfitri will not be merier and happening if there is no firecrackers and fireworks around. Right guys??

Celebrating aidilfitri with my family was a very wonderful feeling to me eventhough we didn't celebrate it with all of our relatives at the "kampung". But we still have friends and relatives who live near to visit us during 'raya' seasons. Everyday was a very busy day to me, not because of doing my assignment or something like that but because I have to treat all the guest who came to my house and ofcourse to go to friends house too. Only once a year we have this chance to go to other people house, ask for forgiveness and sat together right?? So this Aidilfitri really makes me feel very thankful to god and at the same time forget all the works and the hectic life in UKM.

I think thats all for now.
I want to wish to all of you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and a special thank to Hafis because of his kindness by allowed me to ride with him, sending me to Melaka and sang the "balik kampung" song with me along the way. Hehe.

~.: HomeSick :.~

Assalamualaikum WBT
Hi guys!!

homesick!! homesick!!

Deep down in every of us there is an adventurer, and eternally youthful spirit that hungers for new and strange places, for new and wondrous experiences. It is a deeply human feeling, this desire to travel and visit unknown places, this desire to increase one’s knowledge of the world. It is an ancient longing, far more ancient than the first man who looked up at the hawk and with a cry of pain wished that he could fly, too.

Therefore, two sorts of feelings can be experienced on leaving home for some time. First we are anxious to know the place where we intend to go and we eagerly look forward to making the acquaintance of new friends in a new surrounding; then we shall be able to draw comparisons between the old place and the new one.

Yet our joy is not unmitigated, because on leaving an old place, memories of all sorts come back to our mind. We remember the pleasant hours we spent there with our family and friends, and the happy events that place was a witness of. On such an occasion even sorry remembrances are gently cared for, since they are some more links connecting us to that place and thus making it all the dearer to us.

Then we easily understand why, most of the time, any departure causes such opposite feelings, the source of moral torment for fear we should deprived of all that made our life sweet before.

Before leaving Melaka or Kg. Sungai Udang (to be exactly) I had only seen things so common, but everything seemed beautiful and meaningful to me now.

I shut my eyes so as to see the faces of my dear mother, father, sister, and my two agile brothers

miss all of them very much!!!

daddy

I was so happy to be home. At supper, I sat across daddy. I could not help but notice he was growing old; he had started to have hairfall and the veins in his arms seemed more oblivious than they had ever been all these years. I reminisce of the exact time I received the letter of offer from the National University of Singapore. I was thrilled! However, I could not secure a scholarship. After daddy and I did the calculations, we realized he could not possibly afford to send me there. Daddy told me, “It is okay, I will sell my car off and get a cheaper one. With the proceeds, I will buy the Sing Dollars when it is cheapest”. I paused. My dream was to read law abroad, but I was only offered a place to do Economics. I told daddy I would stay and read law in UKM though I knew he would have prefered me doing Economics in Singapore.

“Whether or not you go to NUS, it does not matter. Because I have heard my colleagues boast of their nieces and nephews going there, but it was never their own children. Now I can tell them my kid had been accepted! If you read law at UKM, it would be just as good. You are the first in the family to go to university and you are studying to become a lawyer! I could not possibly ask for a better daughter than you. Whatever you do, my support of your decision never wavers.”

Daddy was an orphan adopted by grandpa and grandma at the tender age of six. He had never seen his biological father, let alone be loved by him. And his foster father died before he was twenty. Yet, he loves me more than any other father could ever love his child. He was ready to pay if I wanted to go and was in full support when I chose to stay. I went to UKM, carrying the hope of my daddy's. And though I miss him so much I would rather stay in Penang, it is that same figure who gives me strength to go back and carry on. It may be tough out there, but as the cliche goes, 'what does not kill you makes you stronger'.

+ HAWA HAZIQAH +

Hello guys...
seem that all of you are enjoying your holiday and celebrating raya ya..
Hope you all will get enough rest plus holiday before we continue our "works" after this...
argghh... don't know why... but... I feel that books and assignments are calling me every time I enter my room but I’ll not be able to respond to them. Speechless.
I only look at them and then say goodbye before leaving the room. Like goodbye my lover, goodbye my friends *James blunt's song*... haha..
5 days holiday.. im doing nothing at home.. I forget about my assignments, PBL, presentations... all of them. Im so lazy.. All I want to do are resting my mind, soul and body.. That is what I'm waiting for after ABOUT 3 MONTHS spending my time in UKM especially in our beloved faculty.. huhu~
i feel very tired and tensed. A week before holiday, there is no tutorial classes anymore and we felt very happy for it because one of our works had been reduced. Hooyeh! Although there are no tutorial classes, we still need to work hard to prepare ourselves for the PBL (problem based learning) and also the final examination. I know, all of the first year students are busy and also worried for the works that are waiting for them. I really hope that all of us will succeed with the flying colours for this semester. To all my friends, don’t worry much about our PBL.. relax and do it sincerely plus your best.. insyaALLAH, God will help you... smile.. =)
Bye~

#%* Who give me stress? *%#

Moving to the path of the end of the semester, yet, just only one word can describe my obligation as a student- incomplete. Thinking about the assignments and presentations, I feel frustrated because of the deadline of each assignment is almost in the same period. Furthermore, I have to spend more time in organizing group discussion with my course mates in sense of making our presentation amazing. While I am frantic in doing my assignments, I pay less attention in my own revision. Always feel that the time is insufficient for me. Now, the word “stress” surrounding my life, making me difficult to take a breath, and hence, I am looking for the solution to resolve this obstacle.

Hari Raya made me excited, although it is just a one week holidays, but, it can at least let my hair down for a short period. Back to the hometown is the best taste in my whole life. Nothing is better than having an enjoyable life in hometown. My timetable to go out with friends is so packed, always having fun and entertainment around. It is relaxing for temporarily forget about the assignments and presentations that perplexing me before. Day by day passes and I start to feel nervous because the assignments drive me nuts again. It is a fate worse than death. Despite enjoying the happiness of holidays before, now, the word of “stress” is coming back!

I have learned a lesson in this holidays, which sounded “ the person who give me stress is actually myself ”. Nobody will push you, force you, except yourself. Thus, the skills to manage the stress are significant for a university student in virtue of giving ourselves excellent surroundings to learn and grow