Alhamdulillah I had finished my PBL presentation yesterday. For me, PBL had gave a thousand meaning for me. Today, I want to share some of my experience as a group leader in PBL presentation.
Having a group leader is not an easy task. Here, only determination can bring us to a better result of our group. I am taking the challenge to be a group leader for this session of PBL. At the beginning to be a group leader is an easy task but its becomes a nightmares when the problems comes in.
The problem begins when all the group member do not give full commitment to understand the question and also to find the relevance cases related to the topic above. Me as a group leader had tried my best to settle my problems in a good manner. But all to worst when a lot of assignment get along at the same time.. IT,consti, etnik... Aargh.. that's had influene my feeling throughout the days...and the volcano EXPLODE when I cannot hide my emotional feeling to all my member group my expressing it in a "rude" way.. Actually I do not to express my feeling in that way but as a human being, my patience also had its limitation and until it reach into its limit, I will explode badly....It is not my style to express in that way that show bad image to me but it become uncontrolled when we problem comes along at the same time...
What I do when I cannot take all the burden is I'm tried to separate myself from the public but my collogue actually detacts my reaction and tried to settle my problem but I'm run away from them as I assumming them as a part of my burden and cannot solves my difficulty. what I do to settle my problem is I walked alone around the UKM and tried to find the happiness in my truly soul...
After that, all things turns into a good condition when all my friends had given a full commitment to settle their PBL task and also showing their support to me as a gorup leader when they had know their mistake and also tried to change the situation that we having now. That's make me a strong person as my friens itself had support all my efforts and also want to o-operate as a group. Thank God beause given this gold opportunity to settle my problems. What I learnt from this situation is I must not settle the problem by my own if I find it very difficult to do that but we must onsult with the other person as every person had their own perspective about the way to settle my problems.. Settle the problem by myself cannot settle everything but its only can hurt own feeling time by time...
To be a group leader had given a valueable chance for me to lead the other person the had their own behavior. What I hope in the future is I will be given one more chance as be a group leader cAN TEACH ME ON HOW TO ADAPT WITH THE DIFFERENT situation whether in the hard situation or not. To all my PBL members, Addlin, Azriff, Sing Ghee, Yung Ching, Kiao Huoi, and FArhah.. Thank for being one of close friends at least in a week... and also for your co-operation and hard work, only God may bless you.. I am very sorry if in a period of a week I had made something that made all of you not comfortable with me..that's come from my own weaknesses and I hope I caN changed it for the sake in the future.. Insya-Allah. I hope we can co-operate again as a one teAM in the future... Insya-Allah, may Allah bless it...
To Mdm Raja Hanani, I am sorry if I had done something that made your heart broken... I hope madam will "halal" the knowledge that you had gave to me and also to all my friends... Maybe we are still new to understand the environment but we can learnt from your experiences to be applied in the our life...
That's all for now.. Hope see you soon in another entry...
Insya-Allah...
Bid farewell to the first semester and hope all the best in your final examination....
Good Luck! Chaiyo! Chaiyo!
Hope see you soon in another entry...
Bye-Bye...........................
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